Moving Forward
Something I realized about myself tonight is that I get bored way too easily. I haven't spent much time alone lately because I've been hanging out with friends a lot (and by friends I mean Trent of course...) and I just don't enjoy being by myself for long periods of time anymore. I consider myself a very independent person and I've been that way since I was about 16, but something is changing now. Now that all my friends are spread across the country all I want to do is spend time with them. I used to long for time to myself where I didn't have to deal with anyone, but now I just get bored. I say this because my roommate goes home almost every weekend, but up until today there has been someone here to hang with. Either Steph or Trent usually. Not tonight though. In the past I would see this as time to just relax. Not tonight. I'm restless.Part of it has to do with the fact that Trent was here til 3 this morning and I had to wake up at 7:30 and then go to my internship, then I slept for two hours. Now I'm wide awake and ready with no where to go. It's sad because this is how all of next semster is going to go. This is yet another consquence I face because I insisted on taking a semester off. And the thing is, it's not like I don't have friends on campus because I do... I really like lots of people at IWU, I'm just too lazy to make the effort and to make plans.
One thing is certain though... I'm never completely alone. I think this is going to be an exciting time for God and I and I'm definitely looking forward to that. I totally just 180ed that whole thing, but hey my mind is racing... what do you expect? Plus as I've said a thousand times before, God is faithful... though I'm not all the time. Gotta keep moving forward.
posted by Moving Forward @ 8:24 PM
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