Drama, drama, drama
I need to start off by saying happy birthday to my niece Kayla! She is 1 year old today!!! To think that it's been a year since she was born is nuts. She's an amazing addition to our family and I love her with everything I've got.In other news... my little brother, Vincent is in Naperville right now as we speak (as I type, as you read) and all I want to do is leave school and go see him. Knowing that he is a mere 4 hour drive away kills me because I don't get to spend that much time with him. I can't do this though because the rest of my week involves 2 major tests and two 10 page research papers... none of which I've started to do anything for. You might be asking yourself how I've gotten so far behind. Well the answer is simple: I hate school with a passion. I'm having much more fun hanging out with friends and spending time with people I won't see after Christmas than I would be if I was doing work. Now you're probably thinking that I just have one more semester after this one and you are correct, but all I can see right now is the day ahead of me. Graduation is 5 months away, but I think I've given up. I'm not an intellectual type who loves school. I love being social and having fun when everyone else is having fun. The things in my life that are going to matter are going to be the intereactions I had with others.
Don't get me wrong... I'm not dumb and I realize that by being at school I'm glorifying God in my work, but just give me this on right now. Most of you who read this are done with school or about to be done so you all know what it feels like to just want to quit... just want to be done. That's where I'm at. Maybe tomorrow it'll change, though probably not. I have a way of being dramatic, especially when I'm tired after spending 6 hours in a HOT tv studio all the while knowing that I could be hanging out with one of my favorite people right now.
Anyway... life goes on. Those that are the praying type could pray for my focus so that maybe tomorrow I'll wake up, study and take one of my tests and knock out 8 or 9 pages of one of my papers. I sure hope a lot of you are the praying type!
posted by Moving Forward @ 11:26 PM
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